This is a true story I ever got,
not just story but hell yeah it just had happened. I just don’t know how to
explain my feeling right now. If you look a wood with many holes, maybe it can
figure it out my feeling. It happened when I had a crush with someone, I called
Mr. A . He is so cool, handsome, and friendly. I’m really like him but yeah
something happened in the bad time. His friend that I called Mr.B, try to get
closer with me, at first I just think we don’t match to be a couple. Just hope
he can be my best friend. But what I wish is not like what I want. I really
love his respect of me. Something like I can get from Mr.B is not that I can
get from Mr.A. he is a leader on my
mind, so yeah I can’t stop watching him when he was talking and asking question
to my teacher.
Someday, Mr.B told me that he had a
crush on me, I was surprise and happy. But the darkness came to my way, he said
that he didn’t want get close with me anymore because he didn’t want to hurt
his friend (Mr.A). I can’t do anything and just say that I had a crush on him
too. He knew what I felt and he came with his bullshit words. He sent me some
BBM (blackberry massager). We spent time a half day just to sent and replied
until midnight. I also said I got jealous if Mr.B had closed with a girl that
he also had a crush on her before. Everyday he got closer to her… closer… and
closer…
If I have many wishes so I want this some wishes come true
If I don’t know you, I will not talk to you
If you don’t ask me to go out on Sunday, I will not be
interested on you
If I don’t accept you on bbm contact I will not sent message
to you
If I didn’t have a crush on mr.A we would be together
If I don’t have a crush on you, I will not being crazy on
this week
If you didn't write your name on my hand, you will not in my mind
Thanks for this week, I was enjoyed it but the truth my
tears can explain it too. Giving up on you!
