He thrusts his hand to help me
stand up
“Hi c’mon” he stared at me
“Hmmm?” I looked at his hand.
Think about his hand that was an
awful think I ever thought. Knowing that I can’t raise his hand is a bullshit silly
thought. Feeling calm and warm when I’m touching his hand is the worst things I
ever thinking about. It was successful to make me distracted.
Realize all eyes are staring at
us, I’m doing stupid. Leave his hand. Stand up by myself. I will regret each
small a part of this happens. Time will
not repeat even just a second on my silly life.
So, I decided to leave him and
said “I can do it by myself”
He said “oh I think you can’t
stand up by yourself because your weight… hmmm well yeah”
A bad sentence can be a good
sentence when awkward moments come. Being
his best friend is the best way to make me still stand on his left and stare at
him while I laugh on his joke, or being mad when he said something on my weight
(he will say sorry anyway… sweet huh?)